Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Iascaireacht

Cé gur gheall mé dom féin nach ndéanfainn gearba a scrabhadh a thuilleadh, ar ndóigh sin go díreach a bhí ar bun agam ag an deireadh seachtaine. Chuaigh mé thall go Londain le cuairt a thabhairt ar fear atá mar chara agam, agus mar leannán anois is arís. Nó b'fhéidir mar leannán agam agus mar chara anois is arís... ní fheadar. Thar a bheith simplí ach casta mar sin féin, mar a bhíonn na cúrsaí seo i gcónaí. B'fhearr dom deireadh a chur leis an caidreamh, b'fhéidir, ach níl an misneach agam seasamh siar agus rud éigin níos fearr a éileamh dom féin i láthair na huaire. Easpa féinmhuinín, an ghnáthrud.

Agus le breis crá agus creach a tharraingt orm féin, chinn mé ar teagmháil a dhéanamh le fear eile fad agus a bhí mé sa chathair, iar-leannán eile, an fear céanna a chur fonn filíochta orm ar an mblag seo i mí Dheireadh Fómhair (I know, an náire. Filíocht!). Theastaigh uaim bualadh leis arís chun go bhféadfainn mo cheann a réiteach, ionas nach mbeinn ag brionglóideach air a thuilleadh. Bheadh deoch againn agus thuigfinn nárbh é an duine céanna a bhí i mo cheann agam, bheadh díomá orm, agus faoiseamh, agus rachainn abhaile arís le leanacht lem' thóraíocht.

Pfft. Ar ndóigh, níor oibrigh sé. Bhí mé ag insint do mo dheartháir mar gheall air agus bhí mé buíoch dó as an tuiscint agus an chomhbhá a léirigh sé dom, mar a bhím i gcónaí. "It never seems straightforward for you alright..."

I'm even more grateful to him because he didn't say what I was thinking - that I really don't make it easy for myself.

14 comments:

Conan Drumm said...

"Easpa féinmhuinín, an ghnáthrud."

Time to call a halt then?

aonghus said...

http://www.sengoidelc.com/node/306

Táim cinnte go bhfuil do bhró uachtar amuigh ansan áit éigin.

Níor chaill bean an mhisnigh ariamh é.

Rosie said...

quite probably, Conan. but as a wise man once quoted here - He is becoming too wise to hearken always to instincts and desires; he is still too weak to always prevail against them.

gimme a minute said...

My daughter,and by extension, I myself, have been struggling with the spelling of the word 'iascaireacht' for the last couple of weeks. Why that second 'i'? Why, diadammit?

This is only contribution I can make, though I should say that I do enjoy the mysteriousness of only being able to understand every fifth word of a post.

alan said...

Oh Rosie, Rosie, Rosie. You're in good company. How many times have I tried to let go of someone by being friendly, or talking 'one last time'.

It still sucks every time, doesn't it? Brutally honest as ever. I love it.

Also: laugh out loud at Gimme a Minutes use of "diadammit!"

Darragh Doyle said...

This is one of those times I REALLY regret not knowing more Irish. You have put me to shame. *sigh* off to get a dictionary I go...

red said...

You defintely don't make things easy for yourself my dear- but at least you never let things get dull.
Don't be so hard on yourself while you're at it. Better off having no regrets etc. xxx

Primal Sneeze said...

@Gimme - Caol le caol agus leathan le leathan, is why, diadammait.

Darragh Doyle said...

Thanks for the translation. As a lot of people have already said don't be too hard on yourself. This too shall pass. What's that sign on the corner of Doyle's opposite Trinity - something like good times are coming be they ever so far away...

*resolves to check that*

AJ said...

Interesting...

Rosie said...

there is a good time coming, be it ever so far away

aren't you all very nice to me, eh?

i'm tempted to go into a spiel about how the extra vowel is key to the pronunciation, Gimme, but you'd get bored and wander off.

i suspect it's a universal experience, Alan. i need to learn to play my cards closer to my chest and to stop laying them out on the table.

alan said...

i need to learn to play my cards closer to my chest and to stop laying them out on the table.

Not necessarily...!

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